The Life and Times of S

I don't know how to feel.

Its been a while.
I talk about it. With a select few, of course.
And others talk about it. Amongst themselves.
I always sound like I'm used to it.
But I'm not.
Like its normal for me.
But its not.

I don't know what to do.
And I don't know how to feel.

"Why?", you ask.
"I wish I knew myself."

"Its natural.", you say.
"Maybe. But not to me."

I don't know how to feel.

posted by S @ 7:07 PM