The Life and Times of S

Its 9.30 pm on a Saturday night and I'm sitting alone in my basement watching a hockey game that I don't really care for. In my defense, I've been up since 5 am and had to work all day.

So on my drive into work this morning, which was earlier than usual, I got to see the sunrise. Ever since daylight savings time, I haven't been able to watch the orange and the pink of the morning sky, which really is one of my favourite things to watch. Better than a sunset. Better than waves. Better than footprints on a beach. I think the only thing I like watching more than a sunrise is the night sky full of stars.

Anyway, yesterday at work, I got a call that I've been waiting for a while now. Its not official yet. But I am training for this opportunity all next week. Even though my departure from my current section is still uncertain to say the least, the impending change is already freaking me out.

Things change and such is life. I understand.
What I don't understand is that why is it so hard for me to deal with change, despite the fact that I've been expecting it for a while now? Why am I so scared, yes, scared of stepping out of my comfort zone?

Wouldn't it be nice to drift off into a dreamless sleep while you think and wonder?

posted by S @ 9:15 PM