The Life and Times of S

Dreamcatcher II

Once again, I am alone with only my thoughts to keep me company. So I thought I'd share an interesting experience I had early this morning with you all.

I had a dream. A crazy one. Well, it was quite normal actually. But it freaked me out. It wasn't a nightmare or anything like that but I woke up with a start. I looked at the clock and it read 4.29 am. I couldn't fall back asleep. I tossed and turned. And finally got out of bed at 6.oo am.

I couldn't focus on anything. As I was getting dressed, I forgot to put on my make-up, my wedding ring, my perfume. I couldn't concentrate on work. I thought about it at the gym after work. And then I thought about how mundane it was. And why it was that I was freaking out. I couldn't come up with an answer.

And as I sit alone in my study once again, and once again I think about the dream that I so vividly remember, I realize I am not ready.

I am so not ready.

posted by S @ 7:15 PM